Listen Friends, the only thing that's gonna happen, is that we're gonna eat each other up alive!

Great words to live by, eh?
Ha.

I'm better today.
A few days of solitude, Japanese food, Twilight Zone marathons and Lucero will do that for you.
And I'm grateful.

I might be a damn psychic. For real.
Bryan ended up flaking.....AGAIN.
Who didn't see this coming?

I texted him for, like, 5 days straight and nada. Nothing. Not even a, "Hi".
So I guess he went back to his girlfriend.
Or at least back away from me.

I dodged a bullet probably.

Eric did contact me. Said we'd hang out in the next couple of days.
I won't hold my breath though.

It's almost as if these last few weeks of him being an ass to me have opened my eyes. It let my heart go a little bit. I feel a little bit more in control. I don't feel fragile and ready to break.

I never should've felt that way to begin with.
I'm a strong girl.
WELL...a girl who's average and pretends to be strong.
But I shouldn't let such a weak man take me down.
Mhmmm.

I'm grateful for every breath I take in. Every song I get to sing outloud in the shower. Every kiss my dog gives me (even if he's only doing it because he smells food). Every punch on the arm my little brother gives me. Every heartbreak. Because without heartbreak; you never had love. And I'm totally and completely grateful for love.

I'm gonna start taking breaks away from life.

And this weekend is the start.
My cousin, Kim, and I will be going Unicorn Hunting.
Ha.
Camping, for real. But for photographic purposes, a unicorn will be involved. :P

I'm pretty excited.
Even if I do end up burning my wrists like I did the last time I camped; I'll be good to go. :)))

I'm almost out of books to read also.
This needs to change.

I wish I lived in a library.

Anyways...
Toodles. :P