The Bandwagon's Full, But Ya'll Can Run Behind It. Sorry.

"Rushing, rushing until life is no fun.
All I gotta do is live and die;
But I'm in a hurry and don't know why."

Yes, Alabama. This IS how I feel today. Thanks for the artisitic contribution.

Anyways.

Eff the whole Blake situation.
He's a little boy.
He even goes out of his way to not talk to me.

Dumb.

However, his little girlfriend (whom I like sorta), is being EXTREMELY nice. And that worries me. Because Andy's girlfriend, who knows her, says she's a fake person. And if so, I'm not wasting my time to try to be good aquaintances with her just so she can lie to my face.
I'm worth more than that.

So.
It's his problem.

I'm sorry I wasted my time being his friend now. Because we were close....

....but not as close as I was to Eric last night.

Which...he is actually being extra nice lately. Asking to hang out more and treating me better and vice versa. Maybe this is going in a good direction. Or maybe it's the right direction in a shitty vehicle, but it's still worth the trip. I think I'll chance it.

Also, I've come to appreciate myself more.
I am beautiful.
And I'm strong.
And I've lost 20+ lbs already. :)

So really...right now...my life is just...simply... :)


Court