There's A Lot of Things I Want, But All I'm Getting Is Old...

Holidays and parties and fun and losing weight...
"Wait...what? Did she just say 'losing weight'?"
Why yes, yes I did.
It's a tradition now, apparently. I can only lose weight during the holidays when I eat the most. Bullshit, right?


I went to my Dixie Cafe Christmas party last night. It was pretty much bogus.
Blake said he wasn't gonna show up, but he did.
He offered to let me come over and smoke with him before the party, which was very nice.
He's been being very nice to me lately.
He even told me that he's doing it on purpose.
Ha. So I'm not sure what to do with him because he says a lot of stuff, but I can't tell if he likes me or if I'm just overanalyzing everything out of porportion.

We went to Kristyn's afterwards though for a party and it was fun. Blake drank too much and started throwing up towards the end though, and I had to take him home. He's been texting me all day today about it.

God, I really like him.

What a pedophile, I am.

Oh well...it's not like I don't break the law everyday anyway....




P.S.
I got my ass groped by a 50 year old woman last night.
And by gosh damn...she did a better job than most men.
Weird or pathetic (on behalf of the men, at least)?


Yeah...weird.