Stop Being Nice Unless You're Going To Kiss Me

The holidays are over!

What did I do?

I spent a lot of time with Blake. Which is weird, right?
I thought maybe he liked me but the last couple of days, he's been acting strange towards me. So, I guess not.

The day before Christmas, we hung out.
On Christmas Eve, we went to get his CSS (or is it CCS??) Skater shit from UPS. He got his hand caught in the door and we ate at Red Lobster (mmmmm).
Then on Christmas, we hung out again with Jocelyn.
He wanted to go to Hollister the next day, so we went.
He texts me almost every day. Usually in the mornings.  

I mean....we've spent a lot of fuckin time together...he's told me a bunch of random stuff....like....I don't know if he likes me. But if phrases like:

"I'm done with hoes. I want a relationship that means something that isn't based just on sex. I think my last relationship was based on orgasms."

"I'm changing. I'm starting to think. Some of the stuff I've done is stupid..."

"I kinda want a girlfriend..."

"Look, I care about your opinions and thoughts."

....all those phrases mean something, right? In my direction? Or am I just being dumb?


I'm probably just being dumb.
Grr.


Yeah.
Dumb.



ON ANOTHER NOTE:
I have bronchitis. :( <----sad face
I can't keep from coughing, my face is breaking out, I've thrown up a gazillion times, work sucks and I can't smoke for 2 weeks.

Suckage.